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Those who really know me tell me I am handsome, kind, very interesting, family oriented and pleasant. They also say I am unique, funny and wise. Regrettably nature has sadly made me such that my decisions are largely influenced by my feelings. This shortcoming, in addition to my unusual trusting people I hardly know, have cost me huge financial and personal grieves. It further has compelled me to make wrong strategic decisions in my personal life to be where I am now. But I cannot rewire myself no more than expecting orange from an apple tree.. I am really tired of virtual love, correspondence and distanced relationship. I went through that and it does not work. Any meaningful relationship requires physical presence of both sides, otherwise it will not last long. To me, compatibility of mind and soul dominates a lasting relationship. In my book of marriage, the physical attraction, romance and sex are only few short paragraph on the first page of the first chapter which neither side shall read again after a year or so, but the remaining chapters containing pages and pages on companionship, friendship, love,communication, respect and compatibility of mind and soul shall be read and reviewed daily over and over again for the rest of couple's life..Lady of my choice: Honest, Family oriented, Feminine, Good conversationalist & lastly, somewhat attractive. As strange and as unusual as it may sound, while most men marry the girl they love, I love the girl I marry. The initial attraction must be there, but as a, companion, I can learn to love & respect her ( the two come together), a different but far far lasting form of real love which emerges after initial physical attraction disappears and is long long gone.

My wife left me 6 years ago to be free and lead a life like Françoise Sagan. so she left, leaving me with painful and joyful memories. I wish her the best but I do not wish to see her again. Maybe you can restore a cracked mirror to its original condition, but I cannot. Before I retire in 3 years, I hope to find a pleasant and respectable loving wife or a companion who has a cultivated mind and is a good conversationalist and never get tired of talking to her. Enjoy life in a simple farmhouse with a nice panoramic view/garden of few acres, grow roses/close to a romantic village, where? do not know yet, maybe warm Atlas mountain foothills or Provence/Mediterranean coasts & travel together to US or other countries few months a year, share and do many things together, a sun to make my distant moon disappear. Always envied those with experiences of life I occasionally possessed,. warm, happy and endless loving marital relationships, sharing and doing things together. Never, envied those who had more wealth, material possessions, Money never brings happiness, it makes life more comfortable and convenient, but it does not bring comfort and peace to mind and heart. Living without a loving someone very special is dull, boring and not inspiring. The joy of life is in sharing life with those you love & enjoy to be with, and not by material possessions and collection or being licked by a dog or a disloyal cat and as long as I do not find this very special person, I feel very unhappy and incomplete. I will be willing to relocate anywhere to be with her.

Thank you.

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